April 2011
1 post
March 2011
1 post
January 2011
3 posts
im miserable
i hate days like these when i cant do anything to get myself to feel better. i hate being awake, i need something to cheer me up. i cant wait for my meeting tommorow i cant wait for some sanity, i hate getting fucked over, legit why cant there be some decent people in the world that i meet? i think i deserve it by going through so many shit heads that hurt me.
uuuugh i am completely depressed i hate when this happens and just fuck man i need to be out of this house, our dryer broke, my sister is home from college and now i cant do my laundry for this weekend like are you kiddddddddding me. i want to go back to my freshman year and try shit all over again. shit is getting out of control.
wow,
okay i went to my first al anon meeting finally after being so nervous of going, it has made me think about so much already. the topic today was problem solving and they talked about how you might want to provide like, resolutions for people you know or care about with their problems but thaaaaat is not going to help them solve their own, or be on their own feet and that you cant help others with...
November 2010
1 post
onthewing:
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August 2010
112 posts
just spent 64.31 on grasscity.com and i'm not done...
i want some dro and to not work all week long + weekend gay gay agya gaaaayayayaygay
tenacious d and sublimeeeeee
(917): I appreciate the offer. Swallowing pride is...
fuckyeahmashups:
Neon Hitch - Drop It Like It’s...
my life hasnt gotten so much better, partied 4 days in a rowwwwwww :)
thisorigamidream:
jamesmichaell:
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my night lastnightttttttt.
well me and the guy i was dating on and off for a while broke up for good well, as his fucking shit excuse was that “he couldnt hurt me anymore” this was over the phone, overrr the fucking phone ok wow never ever again. my moms blocked his number this morning and i needed to party lastnight so i did! with my bestfriends older sister, at my bestfriends house. i didnt know most of the...
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ive had such a good summer, so great i love my friends i love my girls n boys o so much im a big happy camper even though i cannot leave the house tonight. O WELL harry potter weekend! <3 tommorow i get to see my 2 nephews, my neice and my half sister <3<3 but also, i have to see my dads first wife, fuckin’ bitch man. she hates us all, and my mother. my father passed away in...
i miss my dad so much.
senior pictures today
i think im going to keep my hair straight, few curls, bangs down and a lot of mascara. that’s all i’ve come up with :( life suckz
sublime and tenacious d
always chill car music
is it weird that im so used to being pantsless in front of everyone that when my sisters boyfriend comes over to paint i’m sitting here in a cami and no pants because im so used to him seeing me pantsless i dont really care. pantsless 4 lyfe.
